Koren wrote:
Hello Isa. You’re such a beautiful dog. I was wondering if I will be getting a job soon, hopefully at my husbands place of employment? If I do, will childcare be easily found or will it be stressful for us – as I care about my child’s well being? Thank you so much for any insight you can give me.
Thank you Koren. It is a pleasure to hear from you. Your accolades are appreciated.
I would like you to understand that the only block preventing you from getting any job that you so desire is the worth of the self, or the questioning of the worth of the self. You are a very kind-hearted person and because you are so kindhearted, you often ask in your prayers “if someone else needs something more than me, then please bring it to them”. But you don’t need to do this because there’s enough for all. You don’t need to sacrifice yourself for anyone. There is enough. So please Koren, just know in your heart what you want and believe that you’re not taking anything from anyone when you chase after your dreams and desires. Because it is in the wanting and in the action of trying to get it that shows energetically to the universe how much you want something. When you send out “if there’s somebody who needs it more give it to them” then that’s always what’s going to happen. You’re actually stating that intention. Do you understand the difference, my dear?
Please just write down on a piece of paper exactly what you want and stop questioning whether you deserve it, whether it’s the right thing, because once you choose and once you receive something, if it’s something that you don’t like, you can always change. We have that in life, it’s quite easy. Easier than people realize.
There is no need to worry about childcare. There is a woman, middle aged or older, who is more than happy to care and love in the same way that you do. You will be very comfortable and satisfied with this person. Again, put out there what you need and it will come to you. This person is either a relative or comes through a relative or someone close to you and projects a nurturing mother-like quality. She has light hair and a pretty smile, I might add. She’s a very warm person who will also touch you as a friend.
You’re stressing your husband out a little bit by worrying about things so much. He listens to you but he cannot tolerate the repetitiveness so please, as I said, write out your desires and put that trust out there that what you need will come and it will.
~ Isa